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DOING NEW THINGS…..!!! OH

SATURDAY, MARCH 14, 2009

DOING NEW THINGS…..!!! OH

Fear of the new ventures,  chasing me a lot now a days, what i did so easily before, what i thought were thrilling to do , now seems to be giving me great stress, is it a sign of getting older and older as days and months and years go by…?how i wish i could re-live my youthful days once again with all that vigour and strength, and energy and confidence..a theory in life that i can do anything alone… !

when i look back i see my life had been  a choice of getting wrong things first and dong right things at the end,  the job i chose is the best one to my aptitude, then the life partner  whom i wanted to be a God fearing man, and God did give me that wish of mine, later, children their growing years, their studies, marriages ooph,  so on… later , after that , i started to chose what is best for family… and there ends… my life, i cannot do any thing new for me, or do any thing new except that i can buy some new saries which i never did before hahahaha isn’t it funny …well … for some of us life gives so much , abilities ,  opportunities, and anythings, but after certain lonely life we just cannot do anything which life is offering… oh really how i wish i can go back to my youthfulness when i used to be a daring, dashing and confident … i wish ,, i really wish  let me something i can do which my children and their children would be happy about me whenever they remember me  after i leave them….. and they could write on my epitaph ” she has done what all that she could do”…
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LeelaMalaka

Hello All! I am a retired Lecturer, Former Air Hostesses, and a writer. I love to share MY STORIES, WITH MY GOD.

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