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Life tasteless?

Life tasteless?

THURSDAY, JULY 17, 2008

Life back in India, as usual, starting from cleaning , greening, and dusting, and going thither and hither, pretending very busy, yet nothing really meaningful…
I feel i have come to stand still, again, nobody here really related to me, all relations are just passing of time, no purpose and no reality.
why i am here on this earth, what for? what i have to do still.. is there anything really that i need to do? Strange, though i am doing so many things i feel that there is void in my heart, nothing , and i feel like stranger in my own home, and in my own place, life is just going on. day comes, and i think of night, and when night comes, i wish it should be day time.. i wonder how my end days would be. Lord i do not know why i am like this.. why life is so tasteless and immobile…
i wish i could run away from every known person and do something i really be happy about and make u happy to see me. when that would be Lord, just one person missing inmy life should it make my life so lonely all the time and make these tears should flow unceasingly…am i an ungrateful stupid and grumbling stupid. Am i making u feel sorry for being patient with me? But if not with u , whit whom else icould be so transparant..and talk as it is in my heart
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LeelaMalaka

Hello All! I am a retired Lecturer, Former Air Hostesses, and a writer. I love to share MY STORIES, WITH MY GOD.

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